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Mecaela
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Canada
I AM A FURRY
I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY
I LOVE STEVEN UNIVERSE
im Asexual though people think its just a phase i am not interested in any type of fetish or nsfw anything or even crushing on people i have never really ever found somebody attractive to me, that stuff is uncomfortable to me.


Poutine and cookies are my favourite food >w<
my favourite colour is BLUE
my favourite video games are Bioshock, tomb raider, sly cooper, ori and the blind forest, minecraft.
my favourite animals are owls,aardvarks,foxes.
I am a self taught artist who just wants to make a freaking comic or series thats actually good. my main passion in art is characters and more specifically designing them, like to usually make them hybrids or random creatures.
I LOVE CRYSTALS,GEMSTONES,ROCKS.

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yep :iconfang-the-vampurr:

    I need bird characters because I cant seem to make a bird as a Fursona
and my mom wants me to design an owl tattoo for her 0-0
but anyways school is over in 2 days and then exams.
I am most likely failing the classes...
but I was thinking of making one of my Aardvark characters and perhaps making a video collaboration with my BFF :iconfang-the-vampurr: so hopefully we can do that sometime soon.
The only thing is that idk whaqt character to use to represent me 0-0
If it is depression that causes me to be miserable and tired and not being able to do schoolwork. Then there is not much I can do about it,I have had therapy I have done the medication nothing seems to work for me.
I can't lie to myself anymore I cant just keep saying its not depression. Depression affects wvery person differently for some kt comes in waves they feel fine then bam a few days late they feel the sadness again. For me though I have physical,Cognitive symptoms.
I am not well currently but I am not gonna go all suicidal. It is honestly out of my control, I cant make decissions, I cant focus or concentrate, I cant seem to be happy.  I cant even feel joy from drawing anymore or reading I am not myself and it frustrates me.
Just writing this as therapy
If it is depression that causes me to be miserable and tired and not being able to do schoolwork. Then there is not much I can do about it,I have had therapy I have done the medication nothing seems to work for me.
I can't lie to myself anymore I cant just keep saying its not depression. Depression affects wvery person differently for some kt comes in waves they feel fine then bam a few days late they feel the sadness again. For me though I have physical,Cognitive symptoms.
I am not well currently but I am not gonna go all suicidal. It is honestly out of my control, I cant make decissions, I cant focus or concentrate, I cant seem to be happy.  I cant even feel joy from drawing anymore or reading I am not myself and it frustrates me.
Just writing this as therapy
I dont know who I want as my Fursona or if i design a new one idk what to make them ;-;
And me and my best friend were gonna re design our fursonas togetger but schoolwork in english is too much and we only have the rest of this week of school left! next week is exams and I am gonna cry alot because its yoo much.
im physically weak
mentally weak 
But I do have some ideas for the future to hopefully make me feel happy again.
I am gonna make a small booklet about Furries and what they are.
the main purpose of that book is to show my parents so I can ask for a partial fursuit but it is also to show them what a Furry actually is.
I have been wanting a fursuit for a while just because i think it would make me feel happy again.
I have also been having the feeling that All my designs are not good enough. not just because i dont like them I just cant feel happy anymore so i cant really seem to connect to them anymore. And i have been looking for actual good Bunny fursuits and i find nothing but creepy 0-0  So i might not get My Main Fursona as a fursuit ever so i have this feeling thaf i need to make a new sona but idk anymore.
my main stressir right now is my grades and they are not good ones and it makes me so frustrated with myself. I USED TO BE SMART but now I really am not smart anymore...
idk i felt like venting in writing again so yeah...
have a good 24 hours!
Which of all my fursonas would be a good future fursuit? or a character that i can stick with?
idk i have had this undying craving for a ffursuit and it is just a matter of time before i go insane because i never think my fursona is good enough. that is partially the reason i want a bagbean but in a sense it has nothing to do with bagbeans. I really just want a design i can click to and feel happy about, i never really feel happy with my character designs much anymore which im assuming is a sign that there is something wrong in my head? but i feel like if i get the right design i can feel happy again. And in this weird state of mind i have sold/traded away some of my most precios characters that i so horribly regret because if i had just waited i could have maybe connected to them again. idk if this is a vent??? but idk.
Froggert concept 1
yeah umm the character looks pretty bad without the accessories so thats upsetting but umm oh well????
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It's here!!!
thank you so much :iconbrittydee:
i love my smol birb to bits!!!
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What does Asexual mean to you?
i noticed that even though Asexual accept other people's prides it seems Asexuality is labeled as wrong, it's wrong to not want sexual things or relationships. All my friends know I am Asexual and they accept that.
but other people just keep asking who or what I like and I just say none and they always have a look of disgust or confusion or even the need to argue about it. idk I feel like my pride is not accepted, my parents don't believe it and I always get the same response "oh hush you may not like like people now but later in life you are going to get married and have your own kids someday"
and this exact same response happens so much that I feel disrespected and not accepted by my own family. And I am gonna admit I have seen people who idk if I liked or like liked but I still don't desire a relationship. And when my family just keeps saying that response I just want to explode at them.
idk why I felt like writing this but writing out my thoughts is a form of therapy I guess and it seems to be working so yeah.
have a good 24 hours <3
Fang and Ginger
for my bff :iconfang-the-vampurr:
there is also a blushing version Q//w//Q
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hope you like it ;w;
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Ink ref
ok so ink is my smol little bean cat and i hope to use them in a future comic since i had so many ideas for the world the story would take place in and i really enjoyed the concept of it and hope to actually continue with it!
but moving onto the info for Ink


Ink is a cat like creature mainly made out of ink.
He can shapeshift or mimic other beings around him but he does not normally make a full form change.
If he were in our universe he would probably love bendy and the ink machine considering he is made of ink.


    A
Ink is mainly anthro but he can be seen in a feral form as well
this is just a fullbody ref of him


    B

since he is made out of ink if he were pulled across the floor he will leave a trail of ink behind and he can hide himself in containers such as bottles, jars etc..
Occasionally if you hug him you would get covered in ink.


    C
Ink as a baby, when ink is a baby he is a tadpole and a cat kind of creature he is chubby with short stubby legs. he cannot reach very far anf the poor boy can barely catch mice.


    D

Ink can try to look fluffy by making his ink shape into soft spikes.



other info:
Ink will wear bow ties and tuxedos sometimes and to top it all off he can carry around a cane to finish the look.
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and characters chosen for those memes ;w;
all i feel right now is angry at eveeybody and myself.
i have nothing else better to do then to type it out because my parents went to bed and im all alone for an hour and a half of just frustration and anger.
i just want to be able to draw or do something that is not sitting on my butt and doing nothing
i always feel like punching myself or just scratching my face. i just want it to STOP.
i did see the doctor today im on new meds and am gonna get my head scanned.
but it wont help me out of this rutt i am in of not doing my work,always being tired, not being happy. it is just overwhlming my thoughts and i just still constantly do nothing.
And im aparently barely even aloud near my beat friend and my one friend has made me realize what a peice of shit I am. my mom keeps bringing up this idea that i can move schools to my cousins school or even a catholic school but im too weak and attached to my friends to just up and leave them it would tear me apart. I cant do anything except mope and sit in my dark cloud that has taken away my life. I once beleived in one friend i beleives they got me out of the abyss from years ago but no.. betrayal and loneliness took me back into my abyss and as the years went by i just slowly got deeper and deeper into the abyss throughout my life and even my family doctor noticed my decent into my abyss. and i just want to get out of it its trying to hide itself as a lack of interest and choices and just my art taking over my schoolwork but i can see through it it is more than those masks it hides in. its bot an entity like most people would portray it as but its like a wall that manifests in my brain. I shut down i can barely do anything it has me in its clutches and wont let go i can barely even see the light from outside te abyss anymore like i used to. Just darkness with clouds of sloth.  I am not who i used to be i used to be a happy kid who enjoyed going outside and playing with friends and not scared of other people but now here I am just like the abyss i am hiding behind a mask that shows any form of joy or light. idk anymore i just dont know.
Kira gift
for :iconsybelthewolf:
i hope you like it!
im sorry that it is just a sketch but idont trust myself with my outliner anymore.
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Birthday gift for Cyla
 :iconcyladavenport:
i hope you like it!
sorry if the sketch is light. y hands have been kinda shaky so im scared to make darker lines ;w;
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this id kinda an update on things.
i would love to give commissions a try again but im worried that i would never even do them.I have been so TIRED there is no reason for me to be tired at all, I sleep everynight for the right ammount of time i take my morning pills i eat fine there should be no reason for me being so tired.
And art is no longer stress releif for me,nothing is anymore. everytime i draw it is rubbish to me or I dont even draw anything at all. its becoming noticeable that im at my breaking point i just sit in class and sleep i do t do my work anymore and i feel like nobody i know in person even care anymore im always alone and sometimes i wish i never started drawing because its a curse to me now. in class i usually just draw instead of my work and im just so frustrated with myself because idk why im tired idk why im miserable idk why i cant fo my work. I cant feel happiness anymore and it is noticably affecting my friends around me. People who usually dont give a crap seem to be trying to make me smile and i hear people talking about me and idk what i can even do anymore
i CaNT DRAW
Cant stay awake
cant even bring myself to read books anymore
i cant do my work
i am just falling apart physically and mentally.
another thing is i cant look at my characters the same way i used to i feel no joy anymore.and my life at home mostly my sibling is sure not helping me at all.
and sometimes i just wish i never made friends i was healthier when i was alone sitting in corners on the playground at recess drawing in my sketchbook or reading.
not much can help me now I just want to constantly cry all the time but i cant.
I can barely get off the couch to do anything anymore and if i do i wake up on the floor seconds later. And im starting to be rude again and i just want it all to stop. Art is probably not gonna happen as often anymore since i just can't enjoy it anymore.
and im failing 3/4 of my classes now i used to have the highest mark in my math class now im below passing grade and just want to scream.

sorry for this update/vent thing im just so unstable right now I have been weak tired and miserable and just couldnt hold it in
Froggert rabbit ref WIP
yes it says Froggert its a joke from when i went to my friends house we played a game and i chose a rabbit and randomly named them Froggert so i said i would make a rabbit character named froggert thus the journey of making this bab began..
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Vanflowing Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2017  New Deviant
you have been randomly selected 
type one if you want me to draw a character of yours
type 2 and a username if you want them to have a character of their's drawn instead 
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GingerStars Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
one?
i would choose for ypou to draw somebody elses character but i wouldnt know who to choose :,)
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Vanflowing Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2017  New Deviant
:0 
link me to what character i should draw :0
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Fang-The-Vampurr Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
ALEXIS' CHARACTERS NAME IS XYGAVIS,,
REMEMBER THIS OKAY WRITE THIS SHIT DOWN
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FlameSaybail Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2017  Hobbyist Filmographer
HEY REMEMBER ME?
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GingerStars Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yes but i have not been on here in a while so just a tiny bit rings a bell :,3
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Moris101 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ALL THE LOVE la in love Heart 3D :love: Pikachu Loves It Plz :slipperyhug: Bear Emoji-08 (Rolling Love) [V1] *Free Icon/Emote* Toothless (Love it!) Love is... Llama Emoji-39 (Eager) [V2] Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] 
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;w;
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SplatPad Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
U have the best art!!!!!!!!!!!! :3
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