GingerStars

I know I haven't been properly active on Deviantart in a long time and I'm really sorry about it. The changes to the site definitely don't help. But I will be posting here again, I already posted a fresh shaded headshot right before this journal to get started.

If you genuinely want to keep following my content where I won't be as absent please consider checking out my carrd https://lovecraft-lesbian.carrd.co/ The Discord widget doesn't work but everything else should.

And some hopefully exciting news, I have been hard at work on a new OC, I am even making a whole reference sheet complete with little details,two fullbodies(front and back), an outfit chibi, and another fun little goodie I felt like adding. I will hopefully be finished working on the ref within the next day or so, but if my health starts going down again expect it in a few days at least. Been having dental issues, had to have my furthest back molar ripped out,had to get fillings and take antibiotics. My Digestive health started going all shitty again to the point where I had back pain that turned out to not be back pain but a warning sign of death yeehaw.

And now for something a little more serious of an update. It is about my my mental health.

Quite literally never been better and I mean this in a good way. My Major Depressive Disorder took over a majority of my life so far, which means I missed out on things and made a lot of bad choices, failed classes to the worst extent. It got so bad that sometimes my brain would just shut down and I couldn't move or speak for hours, couldn't even cry for help, because no noise would come out. But after a long bumpy road of therapy and medication, and just time to adjust to an actually better learning environment I have finally started feeling like myself, oddly enough 2020 was probably my best year. It was a year of so much personal growth and change for the better, even my physical issues subsided! I even started doing schoolwork properly again, even sometimes got ahead of the class.

And lastly, I have been looking into maybe making merch, mostly Acrylic charms are what I'm interested in having made. However, I have screen printed my own shirts, I am really really proud of them and wear them too much. Even better is that the shirts I made were Beastars! Overall I just want to try and set things up for me to be more professional.

Sorry that this was so full of personal stuff, just thought people I used to talk to who might se ethis should know